My name is Jane, and this is the story of how I embraced the feedee lifestyle with the support of my incredible female feeder, Rachel. Together, we’ve been on a journey filled with love, food, and acceptance. With her encouragement, I’ve grown into the SSBBW feedee I always dreamed of becoming. My story starts with a discovery that changed everything and a goal that gave me purpose.
Discovering the Feedee Lifestyle
Food has always been a comfort for me. Growing up, I felt a unique joy from eating and a fascination with my body’s changes. It wasn’t until a late-night internet search led me to the feederism community that I truly began to understand my desires. I found a world where people celebrated weight gain, where growing bigger was a goal, not a problem. I came across terms like “BBW feedee” (Big Beautiful Woman) and “SSBBW feedee” (Super-Sized Big Beautiful Woman), and I felt a spark inside me.
For the first time, I saw that there was a place for me, that my dreams of becoming larger were not something strange or wrong. Among these inspiring stories, I found references to feedees who aspired to become a USSBBW (Ultra Super-Sized Big Beautiful Woman). Although I was thrilled by the idea, my initial goal was more grounded: I wanted to become an SSBBW feedee and feel the confidence that came with fully embracing my size.
Setting My Goal: Becoming an SSBBW Feedee
I started my journey as a BBW, already curvy and loving it, but the idea of growing further excited me. I craved the softness, the roundness, and the sense of power that came with being an SSBBW. The more I read about it, the more determined I became. I knew that I would need support, though, to reach this milestone – a feeder who would understand my goals and support me through every stage of my transformation.
Finding Rachel on Feedee Finder
After some research, I learned about Feedee Finder, a platform where feedees like me could meet their perfect feeder. Creating a profile was nerve-wracking but thrilling. I laid out my dreams: to become an SSBBW feedee and, maybe one day, to flirt with the idea of being a USSBBW. I described how I envisioned the journey – indulgent, loving, and filled with joy.
Then came Rachel. Her first message was warm and inviting. She introduced herself as someone who found joy in supporting others on their feedee journeys, someone who loved to help others embrace their desires and feel proud of their bodies. There was something genuine in her words that immediately drew me in. After a few more conversations, I knew Rachel was the person I had been looking for.
Starting the Journey with Rachel
From the very start, Rachel was amazing. She listened to my dreams, supported my goals, and made it clear that she was there for me, no matter how far I wanted to go. We decided together that our first milestone would be reaching SSBBW status. It felt like the right goal – a beautiful, powerful way to embody my true self.
Rachel became my partner in every sense of the word. She would plan my meals, always aiming to make them rich, delicious, and satisfying. She loved cooking for me, preparing indulgent dishes that would help me grow. Her eyes would light up as she watched me eat, her voice filled with praise and admiration. “You’re doing so wonderfully, Jane. I can see you transforming,” she would say, filling me with pride and excitement for what was to come.
From BBW to SSBBW: Embracing Every Change
The process of becoming an SSBBW feedee was thrilling. I could feel the changes in my body every day – my stomach rounding out, my hips widening, and my thighs growing thicker. Rachel was by my side through every moment, helping me document the journey with photos and measurements. She loved every new curve, every roll, every inch of softness that appeared.
As my clothes grew tighter and I had to move up to larger sizes, Rachel celebrated these milestones with me. She would surprise me with new outfits, even though we both knew that I would eventually outgrow them. Each piece of clothing was a testament to my progress, a reminder of how far I had come. When I finally reached the point of being an SSBBW, Rachel made sure we marked the occasion.
Celebrating the Milestone of Becoming an SSBBW Feedee
When the day came, Rachel prepared a massive feast to celebrate my growth. I remember that evening vividly – the table piled high with my favorite dishes, drinks ready to wash down every bite. Rachel sat by my side, feeding me and smiling as I savored each mouthful. “You’ve come so far, Jane. You’re glowing,” she said, her words filling me with pride.
It was in that moment that I felt fully transformed, embodying the essence of an SSBBW feedee. I was bigger, softer, and more confident than I had ever been. And Rachel was there, not just as a feeder, but as a partner who loved and supported me through every step of my journey.
The Idea of Becoming a USSBBW
While I’m content with being an SSBBW, I would be lying if I said that the idea of becoming a USSBBW doesn’t excite me. Rachel and I have talked about it on occasion – how we might push the limits even further if we decide to. She always listens and supports my thoughts without judgment, reminding me that this journey is mine to shape. For now, I’m happy exploring life as an SSBBW feedee, but it’s nice to know that, with Rachel’s support, I could aim for that next level if I ever choose to.
A Day in the Life of an SSBBW Feedee
Living as an SSBBW feedee has brought me so much joy. My days are filled with love, food, and an appreciation for my ever-changing body. Rachel ensures I’m always well-fed and comfortable, and her encouragement fuels me to embrace my growth. She often prepares snacks throughout the day, reminding me that every bite is a step further into the body I adore.
Our routine has become one of care and connection. Rachel has made it clear that my happiness and health are her priorities, and I feel that every time she brings me a plate or sits beside me as I indulge in a meal. She celebrates my body’s transformation, making me feel beautiful and powerful in ways I never thought possible.
A Lifelong Journey of Self-Love and Growth
I know that this journey isn’t over; in fact, it’s just beginning. Being an SSBBW feedee has allowed me to embrace my desires and live life on my own terms. With Rachel by my side, I feel empowered to continue exploring my body’s potential, whether I stay at this size or decide to aim for becoming a USSBBW one day.
Rachel has been my rock throughout this experience, helping me see that my goals are valid and that it’s okay to pursue what makes me happy. Our connection through Feedee Finder wasn’t just a chance encounter; it was the start of a partnership built on love, support, and an understanding of each other’s desires.
In Conclusion
My journey to becoming an SSBBW feedee has been one of self-discovery, love, and growth. With Rachel’s unwavering support, I’ve learned to embrace my body and the joys of the feedee lifestyle. Whether I decide to continue growing or simply enjoy life as I am now, I know I am cherished, accepted, and, most importantly, free to be myself.
