Introduction
For many people, the journey of self-acceptance can take unexpected turns, leading to newfound passions and transformations. My name is May, and I’m a 32-year-old BBW feedee from the U.S. My life took a significant shift five years ago when I discovered the world of feederism. Since then, I’ve embraced this lifestyle, experiencing both physical and emotional growth. As a BBW feedee, I’ve gained over 80 pounds, and this journey has allowed me to connect with my body and desires in ways I never thought possible.
How I Discovered Feederism
Growing up, I was always a bigger woman, and while I felt comfortable in my own skin, the world around me had different ideas. Society constantly pushed the narrative that I should diet and strive for a thinner body, despite how content I felt with my curves. The pressure to conform never quite sat right with me, though. Deep down, I knew that losing weight was never something I truly wanted, but it wasn’t until I discovered feederism that I fully understood why.
One night, while scrolling through online forums, I stumbled upon a community of individuals who not only celebrated larger bodies but also embraced the idea of gaining weight. Seeing other BBWs living confidently and unapologetically intrigued me. The stories, videos, and experiences I encountered felt like a revelation. It was as if I had found a space where my body was not just accepted but celebrated. My curiosity quickly grew into something deeper, and I decided to explore the world of feederism myself.
Embracing the BBW Feedee Lifestyle
When I started this journey, I weighed around 180 pounds. I was already confident in my body, but the idea of gaining weight with intention fascinated me. At first, I was cautious—testing the waters by gradually changing my eating habits and seeing how my body responded. As I immersed myself further into the feedee lifestyle, my relationship with food transformed. What used to be a simple pleasure became an integral part of my identity.
Fast forward five years, and I now weigh just over 260 pounds. The physical changes have been remarkable—my belly has grown rounder, my hips have widened, and my clothes have become tighter, all contributing to a sense of empowerment. The emotional journey has been just as profound. As I’ve gained more weight, I’ve found myself becoming more confident in who I am, embracing my desires without the shame that society often places on people like me. Every pound I’ve gained has felt like a victory in owning my body on my own terms.
The Role of Feeders in My Journey
Throughout my time as a BBW feedee, I’ve had the opportunity to connect with feeders who share my enthusiasm for weight gain. Feeders come in all different forms, each offering their own perspective and role in the feedee-feedee relationship. Some prefer to observe from afar, watching my progress through photos, videos, or personalized content updates. Others take a more active role, contributing to my journey by sending food, offering encouragement, or even participating in feeding sessions.
One of the most impactful connections I’ve made was with a female feeder who helped me push my limits in ways I hadn’t anticipated. She would meticulously plan meals designed to maximize my calorie intake, always pushing me to go a little further with each session. Her support was instrumental during the early stages of my weight gain, and the dynamic we built was both fulfilling and exciting. It’s experiences like these that have reinforced my love for this lifestyle and the connections it fosters.
Calorie Goals and Feeding Sessions as a Feedee
As a feedee, my focus has completely shifted to calories—hitting high targets is essential. On average, I aim for an intake between 5,000 to 10,000 calories daily, sometimes even more depending on what my feeders request. The goal is to maintain a consistent calorie count, not just through indulgence but with the specific purpose of reaching these high numbers.
To keep everything accurate, I track my intake on MyFitnessPal, giving feeders detailed reports of how many calories I consume daily. In one extreme case, a feeder paid me $2,000 to eat 10,000 calories in a single sitting, and I made sure every calorie was accounted for. It’s not just about the food itself—it’s about achieving those calorie milestones and the satisfaction of pushing my body further every day.ming thousands of calories in one go. The feeling of fullness, the satisfaction of indulging, and knowing that each meal brings me closer to my goals is an experience unlike any other.
Turning Feederism into a Career
As my journey progressed, I realized that my passion for feederism could become more than just a personal experience—it could be a career. About two years into my weight gain journey, I began sharing my story on platforms designed for feedees and feeders, such-as Feedee Finder. The support from the community was overwhelming, and I quickly realized there was an opportunity to connect with people who were eager to follow my progress and contribute to my growth.
Through social media and Feedee Finder, I’ve been able to turn my passion into a full-time job. The personalized content I create—ranging from feeding sessions to weight updates—has not only allowed me to connect with feeders on a deeper level but has also given me the financial stability to focus entirely on my journey. Quitting my office job to become a full-time feedee has been one of the most liberating experiences of my life.
My Goals for the Future as a BBW Feedee
As I look ahead, my journey as a BBW feedee is far from over. With my current weight just over 260 pounds, I have my sights set on reaching 300 pounds in the near future, becoming an SSBBW Feedee. But my goals go beyond the numbers. I want to continue embracing the feedee lifestyle and pushing the boundaries of what my body is capable of, while also inspiring others in the community to do the same.
I plan to keep sharing my story, offering a sense of solidarity and support for others who are curious about feederism or are just starting their journey. The community has given me so much, and I want to give back by helping others embrace their bodies and desires without fear or judgment.
Celebrating the BBW Feedee Community
One of the most rewarding aspects of my journey has been the incredible community of feeders and feedees that I’ve had the privilege of being a part of. The support, encouragement, and shared experiences have made this lifestyle feel like home. It’s a space where people can come together, free of judgment, and celebrate every curve, every pound, and every moment of growth.
For anyone considering the feedee lifestyle, my advice is simple: follow your heart. Find people who uplift and support you, and don’t be afraid to embrace your desires. Feederism is a deeply personal journey, but the joy, confidence, and self-discovery that comes with it are worth every step.
